Day 7 of a 40-day Journey

Posted on February 25th, 2012 | 0 Comments »

Day 7 – Be Aware of the True Nature of Abundance That You Are Capable of Manifesting.

It’s been 7 days, 7 days since I’ve started this affirmation series. 7 is my favorite number. As I’ve progressed through this journey, I’ve been feeling more and more powerful, becoming more meditative in my other practices, and feeling my anxieties over my power leaving my body. I am powerful. I am whole. I am perfect in continuum. I am always evolving perfectly. I recognize now that all of the obstacles I’ve hurdled, particularly over these last few months, have merely been lessons to teach me the importance of staying centered in my belief, centered in my power, and centered on manifesting.

I know I’m using a lot of “New Age” terminology, so to put it in worldly terms…I believe that I am more than capable of manifesting high levels of financial wealth, abundant love, good health, happiness, and positivity in my life.

I am that powerful.

I’ve done it before. People who may not believe in this source/attraction philosophy have watched me speak into existence many things. A year ago, I told my supervisor I was moving to Brasil and he probably thought I was crazy. It was all over my g-chat statuses.  Moving to Brasil. And I just started telling people that I was moving even though I had no plan or date set to do it. I’m here and days away from celebrating my 6-month anniversary in the country.

I’ve spoken into existence male lovers, both vocally and subconsciously. In particular, I vocally spoke my ex into existence. He arrived with about 90% of the physical traits and character traits that I asked for. And anything that he was lacking was a reflection of me. I wanted things from him that I wasn’t willing to be the first to give. It killed us as lovers, but thankfully, we are becoming good friends again.

I’ve spoken into existence my finances, both good and bad. I left a job with no savings and was able to move to a foreign country in 3 months to live. Two days after I put in my three weeks notice, my freelance writing income shot up to about a third of my full-time job income. I didn’t ask for the increase, it simply came because I needed it as I transitioned into my new lifestyle.

But even in my financially bad moments living in Brasil, I can now look back and see where I slipped. It usually had to do something with setting very low standards for my finances. I was desperate not to get an office-style job ever again and just wanted to “survive.” And I was too controling over “how” I was going to manifest the wealth I want instead of just being set on what I’m going to manifest. The “how” is not my job. It’s my job to be open and listen for instruction. Life isn’t a solo sport. You may be captain and aim for the end goal, but the universe makes the plays.

These affirmations and morning Vipassana meditations are stirring an awakening in my body both physically and in my conscience. I did a chakra cleansing last night that literally had energy rushing from my root to crown. I was sitting Indian style, and the level of vibrations that were rushing through my body had me bouncing on the bed at times. Releasing that energy felt good and it gave me the space to attract new and better energy to manifest more things.

I’m also making a choice to be pro-active in my vulnerability and feelings, giving myself full permission to be authentic in my relationships. Putting myself first, I’m telling my friends and my lover how I feel. I’m saying I love you. I’m saying I miss you. I’m saying what comes to mind when I think of them. And I’m finding that I sleep better when I just put it out there. I have to honor 100% of my truths and not filter myself in fear of the outcome. It’s not for them. It’s for me.

I am on a 40-day journey using the 40-day Master System to “attract prosperity, overcome obstacles, and realize the hidden power within me.” I’ll be blogging daily to share my adventures and as always, invite you to follow along. Learn more about what inspired me to take on this challenge and what the 40-day Master System is all about here. And if you’d like to do the 40-day Master System with me, you can buy the series here. Know that your purchase is not only a contribution to my journey in Brasil, but also an opportunity for you to test the system out for yourself. Find out what you can manifest with discipline in 40 days. Read my past posts here.